i hate having to live for someone or something

because it sounds nice at first but then its just pressure

and you find yourself on airplanes

enduring ear pain

that chewing gum couldn’t relieve

and then you knew

that betting on your future

was about as much as you were gonna get

and you had better love like youd never loved before

because you were in for the ride

and you could stick your hand out the window without it blowing off

and that feeling lasted 50 years

and a few months

and even fewer days