Closer.

           

                        look closer.

 

when the damp & dark of summer night

melts heavy, humid,

 

                                    I am flashing,

           

            flickering,

 

desperate       yellow-green       light

 

like Gatsby’s distant beacon

 

            mixing the very breath   I draw

 

with alchemy, and life blood

 

                        butterflies & luciferin

 

calling               to you               across              fields

 

begging             you                   to see

 

                 my love               my love

 

& one little beetle, breaking ground, breaking

my body, burning & incantatory

 

one of a thousand, yes,

but one of a thousand, hoping

 

my dance                      my song                        my flash

 

                    might        convince           you

 

            above                    &                falling

 

                             I am a star, too.