You think you know 
your body
until the time comes
to shove a silicone cup
inside yourself,
which hurts 
and you just can’t figure out
how to get it in far enough
that you don’t have to waddle,
crouched like giving birth.
Which is more upsetting?
Not being comfortable enough
with yourself to keep trying
or
smacking a sticky sheet of cotton
in your giant underwear
when you quickly give up?