I hate waking up in the morning

And closing my eyes again

I got plenty of sleep

Yet I’m exhausted

I roll out of bed feeling like

Today is starting just like yesterday

My motivation and my energy are low

I push myself to do something

And get on to myself when I don’t do enough

I start to feel lonely and numb

And resort back to my bed sheets

I’ll tell myself to go on a drive

To let whatever this is out

And when I park my car back outside my house

It feels like I did nothing except waste gas

I hate these days because I’ve yet to figure out how to fix them

I want to wake up tomorrow with a crazy amount of energy

And purpose

I want to live and I want more than this feeling