one of the sometimes
sometimes
and it’s back
so now is one of the sometimes
I feel as though I should
go
run
leap
not necessarily seek but expect
explore while tethered to this ground
which is why I never end up anywhere
except here
and here is good, fine, safe
though I wonder what is there, past the horizon
and if all of this that is not joy
would stay behind, enabling me to be free and clear