sometimes
and it’s back
so now is one of the sometimes
I feel as though I should 
     go
     run
     leap
not necessarily seek but expect
explore while tethered to this ground
     which is why I never end up anywhere
          except here
and here is good, fine, safe
though I wonder what is there, past the horizon
and if all of this that is not joy
     would stay behind, enabling me to be free and clear