1. 
for now i am held
for forever you are the eye of the be
holder 

2.
so much love is out of proximity                                             

or because of proximity

that it hurts

to look others in the eye too fondly

because there insides are a stranger

waiting to pounce one day

 screaming of loving forever

however possible that could be

3. 
But that is hurt 
Let me keep my anger

however possible that could be