I’m angry all the time it’s just exhausting,

Where is my center and what shall be my north star,
I’ve lost zero but into the downward spiral not yet fallen,
 
Balance is a most difficult concept, 
when gravity isn’t the only body snatching force, 
Notice of those current eddies, outside my control,
More often than not leaves me distracted.
 
I don’t have the answer for this abrupt heart break,
Trying hard to reach a logic mental state it’s unforgivable,
This destruction my voice wrought, falling on your ears.