to be alright
while at the same time
being quite the opposite
is a contradiction
yet also the truth
I am currently in the state near denial
not wanting to admit, face up to
the fact that perhaps I am going about this entirely
not knowing though, where to turn, I encourage myself to take a break
don’t dwell on it tonight
leave it
let it go, and then I chuckle
because how does one, simply release
all the while, striving for success and tomorrow’s plans