it’s the end of june
once again
and it’s been
eleven years
three months
and twenty-two days
without you
and somehow
my world’s still spinning
and i keep going forward
progressing without you
and i’ll never be able to tell you my secrets
and my soul will always be missing a piece
but i keep trying to string together memories of you
without you

i try not to miss you
i’m sorry
but
i do