The loss of me
Stepping back into
normalcy
Going to the bank
grocery shopping
play dates
how can I
continue existing
when you don’t have the luxury
they say grief never goes away
it’s a theif
stealing moments of happiness
memories of the way you laugh
and the funny clothes you wore
tainted by the fact that
ill never hear you
or see you in those too big high heeled shoes again
And no matter how hard I try
every funny memory
Becomes another reason
to cry
I grieve not only the loss of you
but the loss of me too