Poem below but THIS is how the linebreaks should really look; I need more space! https://docs.google.com/document/d/1EriAJ2bkdfThKkemNxpCZxsZUxixKxKKpuRqDeI1Nsg/edit?usp=sharing

the pool

polyanna, for the kill
as usual, i drank in
                                       all the sparkles of night water
                                       light; this is our flying, you said        
                                                                                                  and it was
but it was a sideways
                                      dream, a folly of a child’s mind; 
                                      (a doll without a name floats in
the shallow end); i wanted you to hold my head under water, as foreplay, as my surrender to our danger and i wanted to play splash your face with a new universe and spit it in later

and just when i was ready to really really live
you gave me everything the old me wanted–

the still forever

all the way