i start things that never get finished
like words about mental health
and that one time you asked me
to do that one thing
and i said yes becuase
      i love –

the way everything i write
tastes like shit
and all the inspiration 
comes from a broken mind
i’m lying, i’m lying because
      an art grad told me –

if you can come up with an excuse
why snorting cocaine & frenching your aunt
counts as “drawing,” then it is welcome.
it can be bullshit sometimes
but it’s also pretty
      liberating –