What if I stopped breathing?
What if I vanished into thin air?
What if I couldn’t stop screaming?
Would there be anyone who cared?

What if I couldn’t stand on my own?
What if I relished the pain of their love?
What if I made it so I was alone?
Would it ever be me they thought of?

What if my demons pushed them away?
What if my insides were wrong?
What if nothing I did could get them to stay?
Would it have been my fault, all along?