I climbed a hill
it doesn’t matter so much it wasn’t a mountain
elevation is relative in this case and I am now on top
not quite ready to descend
     do you know I’m up here?
     watching from my perch
     studying, plotting, planning
can I win?

what a silly question when I evaluate
as if this is a contest or game

what next or what’s next or some semblance
I ask and I don’t answer
not yet
change though
change knows my heart and mind