I don’t want to keep anything from you
and
I don’t want 
to keep anything
from you

I’ve been having a hard time saying how I feel lately
and an inherited then learned mistrust ads up
gutless wonder, suspected poser
of all feeling
I don’t want to keep anything from you but
do you even want any of it?

Then there’s that memory where
I don’t want to keep
anything
from: you
Do I need to try again here? 
Am I missing something everyone else sees?

Feels like it
but then it doesn’t
I don’t want to keep anything from you
I don’t want to
I don’t.