tanka 4
ragged jangle – save for pomo
ragged jangle
of empty church bells
warning
even the rain can’t erase
green stains on a heart
Advice becomes
among cottage-knackers.
Thereupon, courage knocks.
A robber, strange,
seeks Rose-Red
country minutes.
Stronger, courtyard-taking
Wolf presents
house-building spindle.
Midnight: man wishes mouse present.
She was.
Upon hedgehog (seized),
Old-Woman steps
hard manners.
Did wedding fish escape
impoverished King’s daughter?
Perhaps.
Straw-Foot passes.
Night watch.
Little servant eats.
I am sitting behind the big bush on my front porch when the family passes by.
I can hear them, they cannot see me.
I get a glimpse at the ephemeral functionings of the little threesome.
I see us, as though in a slide show.
We traipse up this very street from the 1000 square feet of my parents’ old house.
Escaping confinement, wearing joy and yellow rain jackets.
In this I feel all that I am throwing away.
For what?
It’s for the what, the what will kill me.