Posts for June 18, 2019 (page 6)

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Poem

Unlush Flower Poem With Black Voice

in this garden the intestinal tract for a golem grows
the flora spilling to the floor from the autopsy of the black body
its dark flowers washed down industrial drains

first came the hitman paid for by the hipsters; came ‘the cleaner’ 
with his bath salts dissolving flesh who, because of playing around 
on twitter, lost track of time and never finished the job

the assassinated black body bobbing in the clawfoot – the “bleak” 
& igneous overlapped by disingenuous porcelain; like too many 
hastily cut leaves in the bottom of the tea cup shared between

the coroner and the mortician. neither one ideally qualified
filling in the gaps when writing out obituaries for those of us
wrongfully accused and then woefully concussed.


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Poem

June 18, Morning After the Strawberry Moon 

June 18, Morning After the Strawberry Moon 

Honey, rose, and mead.
& how did I celebrate? 

I spent the week hiding. &
coiling around her, so she felt held
in love, I split from myself. 

I perform gratitude. & abundance.
I perform openness. & fullness. 

I perform this summer solstice,
pausing to plant the seeds
I’ve been told to plant. 

The moon tells me
to gather stones
                            & name them. 

I breathe in. my wrist tenses,
& my hand shapes around air. 

the moon tells me,
let go of distraction. 

the back crease of my wrist
aches, and there’s nothing
in my palm to name. 

the air starts to cloud &
all I see is my own hand.


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Poem

TWO HOURS INTO A TEN-HOUR DRIVE TO WISCONSIN

Bad wreck on I-65 N.
All lanes closed
for almost two hours,
so far.
Left lane lined with semis,
drone of engines idling.
People out of their cars,
stretching stiff legs,
fooling with cell phones.
Thank god for this cool breeze,
husband’s attempt at cheer
not working.  Trapped,
bored, anxious, pissed.
WAZE warns three more hours
of delay.
My meltdown is imminent.
And some asshole is driving
up the right shoulder.
Going where, Jerk?

Wait!
The car pulls alongside us.
A blonde-haired angel smiles,
wonders if we are game
to follow her
up the entrance ramp
a few yards ahead,
take parallel back roads
(she’s from around here)
and get back on I-65
right past Columbus (Indiana).
We don’t hesitate
or question why she chose us.
We just latch onto her bumper,
and our good fortune. 
Thank you, whoever you are.


Category
Poem

Launch

Sometimes I worry you are the only thing I have done right
Then I worry that is too much pressure for any one person
It is not fair to pin your wings with my loving clinging arms
When you must be light as a feather to catch the wind
So I throw up my wrist to launch you to the sun
Aching heart anchoring me to earth


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Poem

Houses Face a Storm

 You could tell it was coming, wind whirled
From due north, cattle a black knot of misery,
Farm dogs hanging close to the shed,
Sun hidden behind cloud banks, blanketed

Against torrent and turmoil headed their way
.Old men at the store shook their heads
,Drank their beer, coffee ” ‘allowed as how”,left
Early. Even little kids stayed close in. Bone  

Deep instinct told them to dread hours ahead.
Christmas not far away, tree already there,
Grown-up’s worry lines joined deep creases.
Sister, two kids alone, raced  to reach them.

Snow didn’t fall, it shot vertical lines cross country,
As if in some artic joke of a freezing  icy race.
Shortest day of the year so early dark came fast,
Aunt’s car struggled up steep grade in the winter blast.

Thank God, silent prayer breathed, as they hurried in.
Stormed for hours, grown-ups gave up sleep, lights
Stayed on, who knows how. Kids, a tumble, slept on
Makeshift pallets near the fire. Wind howled the night.

Solid house, built to last, creaked, groaned, popped.
Worry and down right fear stalked inside the walls
,No memory of surviving such a gale comforted,
First time a norther dropped its way to their south.

By morning light the known world was a lea of  
Feet and yards of snow. It carved a new geography
Of fence, barn, and that knotted herd of Angus
Bewildered, close to death, stark against the sky.

Christmas came, and Santa, too, but was of little note,
They lived through what old men called, storm
Of the ages. Kids of course opened presents, ate
Candy and thought the whole thing was a lark.

On the road each household was safe, losses held
To an animal or two, each caught out too long.
Stories told still of a northern storm that swelled
In Bluegrass land in the midst of a Christmas song.     .


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Poem

untitled

My life is telescoping 
In every way , I’m a interloper 
I remember that day 
A dove got trapped in our hotel room 
Now you’re living in Neveda ? 
Nevada is fun if you’re with someone 
But it’s a real a nightmare on your own.
Bird in flight or falling star 
Haunting my own potential 


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Poem

Just becoming visible

A given instant, a fleck of time, gives itself to us
more completely the more completely we give ourselves
to it. Giving and receiving, accepting and refusing to accept, 
the stories behind the “Why?” and “Why not?” of these,
all the stories we see in the moment,
and the stories just becoming visible, all are origami-folded
behind that fleck of time, forever. 

And the next fleck after that, how it connects itself 
to all before it, and to all that come after,
in ways we know, in ways we don’t yet know,
in ways we’ll never know, forever. 

This is forever:
What we see,
what we’re aware we see,
what we only think we see, 
what we don’t notice right away,
forever.  

What we think about what we see, 
what we remember and connect to it,
from this life story and from all those others we dimly remember:
forever.

How the infinite in each fleck
fits into our current version of our story, how it refuses to fit, 
how it changes it, how it expands it, how it changes
the stories that will come after it, forever. 

Me trying to explain it to you
while it’s happening all around me. 


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Poem

I.E.D.

I sucked death’s tongue,
bit down on her lips,
pulled her head down firm,
exposing her neck.  

Her smile grew wide,
as she knelt down,
just to take me in,
and spit me out.  

She whispered:
it’s not your time
before she left
me back in the blast.


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Poem

MOON

It was on the news today
Or did I think I heard it say
On this pretty day in June
Somethings hanging from the moon

NASA hasn’t got a clue
Now that’s a scary touch
If they don’t know what’s goin on
How can we know much?

What could be just hanging there?
My lost blouse – a rocking chair
Or, is it like a solar thing
Can’t pronounce and can’t explain

Could be cheese – Gouda or Brie
Maybe Moon went on a spree
Maybe he’s just falling apart
Been up there since Noah’s Ark 

Whatever it is don’t be dismayed
Moons become a tiny bit frayed
Fix him up with needle and thread
Say good night an’ be off to bed


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Poem

Peaches

The seductive scent
of these enchanting sirens,
luring me 
into their deep, red, flesh.