Posts for June 18, 2020 (page 5)

Category
Poem

summoning with intent to coddle

My eyes are closed at my drafting desk
And I am scraping a little residue of concentrated evil
off the surface of a reality pressed against ours
Very delicately so as not to tear the membrane
Essentially using a teaspoon to remove paint from a balloon
But the teaspoon is narrowed and dense intent
and the paint is a grey thing that moves like a kitten
But sounds like a train’s compressed air breaks
which shrill at long distances
in a human way but at a jarring volume
I will isolate and neutralize it before it enters here
By showing it my favorite comedy movies and feeding it
Egg yolks, broth, lemon juice
Rubbing olive oil on its sharp little nose
So it quits coughing distilled fear onto the couch
washing it with dawn like oil spill ducklings
until the water stops running thick,
nose bleed red
salting its bed to remove the stench of malice
scratching its ears through black latex gloves
Until it stretches its blurred uncountable legs
and purrs
like a great engine churning in reverse
from an unknowably malicious goal


Category
Poem

Never Stop Talking

The sweetest growth
has been getting to know her voice
held at quarantine’s length
for far too long
while watching her videos
over and over
just to hear her speak.

Time passes
and the world has healed
enough at the moment
to allow us more chances
at being physically together
where conversation
draws us ever closer.

Her voice
now sings to me
even in the written message
from cute to sass
to a growing love
that will see us
through any separation.


Category
Poem

Queen of Hearts

The Queen of Hearts
Made vinegar tarts,
meticulously while we watched.
With cinnamon, sugar, and raisins piled high,
we ate them while waiting for our suits to dry.
Her judgmental rasp gave way to a laugh
swelling from deep in her chest.
She taught us and quizzed us on nursery rhymes,
a test of which cousin was best.

I focused my eyes on the tea towel 
the one with the family crests,
Our family was Spanish Armada,
invaders of Ireland’s coast to the west.

In the darkness while everyone slept,
I carefully crept to the wooden buffet
to sneak sugar cubes from a cut crystal bowl
then lay wide-eyed until next day.

The tarts were almost a delicious treat
that she almost had let us help make,
never quite as sweet as one would have hoped,
but we all pretended for her sake.


Category
Poem

Hauser-my Covid cellist crush

Wild chestnut hair blows 
across his sultry sable eyes
that glimmer, sparkle and
hunt me down
as he sits barefoot in nature
cradling his cello
cascading waterfall as his
backdrop.

Coquettishly he smiles with
a roughhewn shadow on his
chin captivating my full
scrutinty.

Classics and pop ignite his fingers
Lighting my fire
with youthful awakenings and
longings of Yesterday
when it was all so new
as morning dew.

A time when I lived a life…
instead of contained to
isolation
clinging and clawing to
stay safe on my desolate
island.

His melodious fingers draw me 
in to a different time
a different place with yearning.


Category
Poem

It’s Okay to Be Old-fashioned

She knew the answer. Still, she had to ask.
Pushing the envelope is her thing.
Can we hang out in my room?
“We” are she and the new beau.

The response comes unapologetically.
No. (Just) no.
Common areas only.
My smiling eyes intend to soften her disappointment.

It doesn’t matter if she’s old enough to buy her own beer.
It only matters that we, her parents, live our convictions.
After all, she lives at home with us when not in school.

Call us crazy. Call us old-fashioned.
Principle, a small great matter of dignity and respect, is non-negotiable.
The world may call us whatever it wishes.

Being prophets of reasonable boundaries isn’t easy.
When has parenting ever been easy?
I think you know the answer.


Category
Poem

New Lamp

It’s only after I got it home
and plugged it in
I realized my new lamp
reminds me of my mother.
Upright and proper
as a pilgrim.  It would
blend well in a funeral
home parlor.  A ceramic
disc of black and white,
it looks ready to salute,
march off for Monday
morning drills,
click its heels.


Category
Poem

from trees

          ll
         elle
         aellea
        vaelleav
        evaelleave
       sevaelleaves
       evaelleave
      vaelleav
      aellea
      ll
      ll

      


Category
Poem

Made by wind from stone

Age strewn boulders rest
on steep terrain, lime green,
sky blue with lichens grown,
carpet of fern, white-haired
golden rod, rhododendron,
mountain laurel understory,
canopy of hemlock, cucumber
magnolia, hickory.  A shelter
deep, secluded in a U-shaped
bend in the canyon. Iron ore
deposits sinew, weathered proud
of gnarled walls, stacked
in foregone faulted layers,
gurgle of a faint cascade
could lull a cool adult to sleep
as fast as an infant;
stretched above, across
rock house expanse, an arm
of sandstone thin and elegant,
a great grandmother, sage
and steady, reaching
down into the crib of her
granddaughter’s new born.
Arch of stone, fragile and resilient
as the ferns which grow beneath,
dainty, yet defiant over epochs,
of earth’s incessant tug.


Category
Poem

Walk in the Park #2

social distancing uncertain as a blind
date         
         not six feet but four, or two with
friends and family
                                  some look into my
face, smile sweet as a kiss
                                               others hug
their feelings like misers, eyes an open
vault to guard from robbers, the alarm
never stops ringing                             
                                    COVID’s lesson:
we need each other
                                   quarantine makes
human contact tender to the touch  


Category
Poem

MAN PAGES: BORDER COMMAND

draw a box around the edges:

left side,
right side,
top side,
bottom side,
top left-hand corner,
top right-hand corner,
bottom left-hand corner, and
bottom right-hand corner.

All OK, but this appears
to be an error.

The borders generated are inside borders
(this is also true of curses,
though the fact is not documented).

Note that border and box
may be conditions.


Found poem (erasure) from the Linux Man Pages
Complete text: https://man7.org/linux/man-pages/man3/border.3x.html