Posts for 2020 (page 53)

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Poem

Birds of a feather

Sweet Carolina on the fence
Humming ruby throat
Nuthatch scritch and scratch
Patient Swallow keeps watch
My bird takes her song from all of them
to create her identity. 


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Poem

Scars and All

When you first told me you loved me, I held my breath
I came into the light and bared my scars
I told you that some had come from the barbed words of other people
I had let their claws sink into me and rip away pieces of me
Other scars had come at the hands of past lovers
Seeking to own me, to break me down into the person that they thought I should be
But other scars had come from me
From seeking atonement for sins I thought I had committed
From emotions that couldn’t be spoken aloud, so instead appeared on my flesh
I showed you the fires I had walked through because I wanted this love to be the final one

And I can still feel your words on my heart as you told me you love me, scars and all


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Poem

good job! you figured it out!

i was at the stoplight
biting the inside of my cheek.
i didn’t know why I was crying,
but the bag of mini oreos and dead
weight in my chest
seemed a good enough reason.
maybe i finally realized 
how sad i was. 


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Poem

Up too early

(after The Sun by Edward Munch)

the sun is a light bulb in my eye,
a searing incandescent idea
leaping over the edge of the world
with a feather cocked
at a rakish angle above one ear,
both smart and sassy  

http://adelekenny.blogspot.com/2020/06/prompt-355-painting-to-poem.html


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Poem

Drone

A lone dragonfly flutters over
the porch railing before
landing a brief moment
a fleeting respite in her journey
with such an industrious agenda,
hovering above the world,
what does she hope to accomplish?


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Poem

practice

write down
beautiful 
for a colorful
world picture 


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Poem

Stealing Bricks

I’ve finished edging our yard with bricks
found in a corner of our garage:
wavy bricks, solid bricks from the 1880s
fired by The Ohio Paving Company.

To complete the job, I’ve stolen bricks
from a construction site, digging
clay slabs lodged in the soil, among tall weeds.

Paying attention as I mined, I imagined
that I was invisible to the neighbors
and removed two bricks to carry home.

Already I’ve forgotten the empty house
–now a hole in the ground–
or how long the bricks lay there.

What I remember are the bricks,
their weight in my canvas bag, and moving
the bag from shoulder to shoulder.


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Poem

Are They Shooting Stars?

You scare me with the plethora
Of bugs you bring forth when you open
Your closed fist: mud dauber, potato beetle,
The common grasshopper and the one
You say I’m most related to, The Lady Bug
I’m your four-year-old granddaughter and I like
Band-Aids all over my knee, they remind
Me of the raggedy quilts on your outside mattress
i like to say big words
I like to throw up just to see the frothy milk
I like the cruelty of smashing ants, calmly,
With a hammer in your gravel driveway
I watch them carry bits of puffed corn
To their little baby ants, then whamo.  Sometimes
I have to hit them several times and I want
To know how many times you have to die
Before you’re dead.
On clear nights we sleep outside under the stars
I can already pick out the bigger dipper
When your alarm for the space station goes off
We see its unblinking path, like a glowing bathtub
With three people washing under their arms, they
Frown down on us because they want their privacy.
I love to catch fireflies in a jar
Are these bugs like shooting stars in the grass?
Bioluminescence you say.  I take my shirt off
Smear my belly with their bellies
I want to blink on and off, on and off
I want to light up with their bioluminescence


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Poem

Shard-Strewn Waves

I think I’m healed
Mostly I am…

But that doesn’t stop the occasional unbidden ripping of my heart
At the sight of a blue or gray uniform, a government car,
A familiar face triggering menacing memories.
My eyes dilate with the fresh sensation of silky voices with rough hands jammed hard across our muffled grief,
Disguised as heroes, acting as villains.

Doesn’t stop the sudden mental jolt from a snuggly video session on the couch

To places where I learned that institutional justice is sold to the biggest liars,
Rehabilitation is a rip-off, a joke with an abusive punchline,
And people I trust to fold sheets of truth into protective doves
Might origami them into slander swords instead.
Wounds reopen
I bleed and weep
Then breathe
Re-heal
Until the next time trauma,
catching me off guard,
Washes over me in 
Shard-strewn waves.

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Poem

Petting Zoo

A horse van on my suburban street,
neighbors crowded around
and sequestered in the two car garage
a menagerie of live animals:
a young camel, soft-eyed llama,
a small donkey and four or five goats,
clean and soft and ready for small hands
but the intended audience–an elderly woman
in a wheelchair, hard to surprise
after all these years, but this gift
she wouldn’t forget.

I tried to introduce myself, say I know
your daughter, who? she said.