Posts for June 2, 2021 (page 6)

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Poem

Cat People

I will never understand
people who invite cats
into their homes.

The two who live with us
are pandemic predators
whose pregnant mother

wandered into a neighbor’s barn,
last March. We were all gripped
by uncertainty then,

locked into our homes,
scared of our neighbors
wary of touch.

The kitties gestated
as we digested our condition,
uncertain.

They were born on the day
our grandkids came to stay.
For two months

we’d walk to the neighbor’s,
watch eight mewlers
become seven nurslings,

become six playthings,
become five needing a home.
The kids and their Bubbe

picked the runt, tiger striped,
and her brother, a patchwork
quilt of prowling.

Our home became their home
and my hope became
that they would hunt

the squirrels that maraud
my strawberry patch.
This spring, we eat strawberries.

The cats are underfoot
fouling their litter box
demanding, dreamy

and adorable when asleep,
destroyers of delicate things
when awake.

They scratch and shed
and are somehow,
welcomed.


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Poem

Where I need to be

got me right back 
where I need to be 
got sidetracked 
show you what you mean to me 
guess that’s the meaning of life 
least it’s easy to believe 
you got me feeling right 

i was gettin down and out 
lookin for the reason 
think I found it now 
it don’t all add up 
but it’s bound to amount 
to something 
you either drown or you in a drought 
it’s one thing 
or another 
i don’t want things 
I just wanna be your lover 
fuck my possessions 
dont wanna be possessive 
you walking down the street with those weapons 
of mass seduction 
how the cars ain’t wreckin 
i reckon I don’t fuckin know 
but I ain’t just thinkin bout fuckin 
your body ain’t the only thing my eyes undressin 
tell me bout your hopes and your dreams 
i ain’t just another guy puttin up a smokescreen 
full of myself like “yeah I know things “

got me right back
where I need to be 
got sidetracked
show you what you mean to me 
guess that’s the meaning of life 
least it’s easy to believe 
you got me feeling right 

you’re ahead of your time 
but got an old soul 
you ain’t left your prime 
oh no no 
you could make a mess of my life 
and that’d be just fine 
woah woah woah 
you’re ahead of your time
but got an old soul 
you ain’t left your prime 
oh no no 
but I’ve made up my mind 
gotta go forward
gotta go for it 

got me right back 
where I need to be 
got sidetracked 
show you what you mean to me 
guess that’s the meaning of life 
least it’s easy to believe 
you got me feeling right 


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Poem

Reflections on a Porcelain Planter and Ill-gotten Bones some Somebody’d sewn through a Dogwood -or- the hymn of old Lanoline Stevedore Donne, on the how the apple’d swoln and bruised to plop down far and fruit anew

a porcelain lamb 
left dandruff-pale,
taut tracts ‘twixt shiftless silken shrugless shoulders,
glistening haunches hunched in a toddling trot, 
and this clumsily trundling pose it’s froze in; 

wallowed and bored in what cast’s bequest,
this absent saddle’s spectral semblance stuffed
with simpering sprigs of enlivening lavender
looped with the fashionably tardy or bygone blooms
of a bone-wearied dogwood,
draped with the leather-strung strips of sun-blenched jaw,
wan shards of a shattered hip,
an intransigent mesh of darkly peakéd bark
like chicken wire’s ribbed and feathered with
slouching scowls’ stiff, char-encrusted lips,
still puzzling boards of jade and jet,
a bewildering tangram whittling wriggling fingers
unraveling thoughts fordid or dawdled
to irascibly blasphemous pallors
still stickily pimpling threadbare splines of bone; 

this svelte crone old cronus had cribbed upon, 
sourly stripping in spiraling tails of unplumbable acid
these shapelessly cherubic cheeks
to the rawed and pockmarked jaws of rebellious changelings
following still but chalk-frail lambs and ewes;
still stalking the slippery efts about breakneck rocks
to strangle these truthful fey from but brittly bloodless stones,
to mill among molten stocks some sharply susurrant totem’s
coldly expectant glowers froze as the curative blooms
that hunching herbalists carefully cradle in carrels,
in cuticles loosened, pulsing paunches, plastic slats of ice unnerved,
perverted and riddled with ageless pistils—

What blossoms screw around hollowed spines, 
this luridly violet veil of monkshood,
orange and ocherous coxcombs spread
along delicate ribs of careening columbines
cramped amid scree of precarious cliffsides,
flesh-tinged, murmurous-lilac diadems
rose among crapulent, skulking hordes of clover, or
lavender propped in brittly baying bunches,
skirted in sun-muddled shreds of but
vernal and virginal blossoms burst
and sloughed between snorting, suckling roots
and adventurous timber slumped with defecting fruit?

What petals smeared between papery heraldries,
leached from ruddled and squamulose steel
these withering shrouds of severed leaves,
these thumbprints limned against blistering vellum,
these laughably flaccid birthmarks peeling,
dandruff brushed from a fizzling sunburn?

What porcelain lamb
should shoulder such redolent burdens,
as singeing threads of English Leather smudged
a tacitly quickened ken or the musk of
sole-softened concrete smothered in oily abstractions
summons the cold and tumultuous tone of a
frenzied father’s crazing catechisms—
some heirloom fruit of a frog’s throat throttled by
closer and closer shaves some shapeless son’s bequeathed
in an undulous rebar, stubbornly rusted coils of pig iron
pinned in a dizzying rite amid cardstock temples,
garishly anchoring payots, 
misfires pimpling paper impressions of asses,
tailless, frailly unfurled, a primordial talmud
blankly taped to a bolted door
or the waist of a prelate?

What bearbaited cherubim chained to dissembling dogwoods,
thrawn espaliers estival stalks suspend and
buttress in brambling breakneck branches,
bust on pilasters bruised and half-uprooted,
perched on erratically hispid hunches pitched
on inosculating spines of sows and shoats
slumped rooting in static spurges—

This black-hearted hymn of a braying bastard
pinned between balding stocks
on a splintering lintel, 
limp as a sturgeon’s spine;
or the lavender saddle
alighting our dallying
lamb’s back burdened by boutonnieres
unpainted, pluperfectly pale as contented ash,
as chortling smoke unwound
from a felled and firecured dogwood’s only
abluted, ablated, and burned-out pall—

I should really give my mother a call.


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Poem

honeymoon phase

i miss the rollercoaster ride he put me through
i miss the baseball game kisses and 
red light looks of sweet disposition
i miss the way he’d whisper sarah

but i just don’t miss him
he was the reason for my acidic tears and prayers to nobody

but i miss the honeymoon phase
i miss having my own forever and always


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Poem

Mt. Pleasant Indian Industrial School – June 1st

What if attendance had been voluntary? 
What if the adults ha been kind? 
What if they had taught more academics
and the trade skills had been apprenticeships? 
How many more could’ve survived? 
How many might have thrived? 
What if the social experiment had been denied? 
(Where was IRB?)
What if the native students could’ve taught
their language, their customs, their ways? 
What if it had been both/and? 


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Poem

O

O, to be that curvy woman—
lolling on that sprawling couch
pink as vulva  

peaches piled, spilling off coffee table
plate, each like an ombre sunset
rolling from ruby to burnt orange  

between tall vases nestled with morning
glory & orchid & gardenia & amaryllis—
they fondle air  

then fall & land on table Buddha’s breasts
her rubescent curves gilded a gold
like koi scales flashing on July afternoons  

as they breathe water & sun & moment
glide sinuously, open-mouthed,
wriggle in ecstasy, O                                          

~inspired by the art of Alfredo Roldan  


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Poem

The Moment

My pulse stops
when your name captures
the top of my screen…the flutter
of butterflies when our
eyes latch,
the disappearance
of clock hands
replaced by mine
resting in yours,
and a padlock in my chest
that you grasp tenderly.
Your nose crinkles
and creases appear
by your emerald yet
sky blue dusted eyes
as we stay
in silence–
only your slight
giggle filling
our ears.


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Poem

Perfect Slumber

I sleep fearlessly 
Arm draped 
Over the side
Of my bed
I’ve ready met
The monsters
Underneath


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Poem

sunny sun sun

sunny sun sun was never mad at me
she was a tender thing and a joyful thing
and she smiled for me when I said so

moony moon moon was a perfect person
I was a comet and an asteroid
and I gave out beautiful words like pennies

and so it was
that we lived in each other’s pockets
called each other songs and
understood each other’s poems
wrote each other lyrics
danced each other’s victories
cried each other’s woes
shrieked each other’s fears
won each other’s hearts

melded into one beating thing that was
covered in molten love

and we don’t think of how it broke
sunny and moony sit in rooms and
look at pictures of september
tender and comet stare through eyes and
pretend not to be blinded
joyful and asteroid tear red ribbons and
rip precious letters for papercuts

we sit in rooms and watch each other
cry in our heads; at least
that is what moony moon moon thinks

whether it is thinking or pretending
I have yet to truly say


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Poem

Cats

Without permisson, time passed
they couldn’t be alone, so
I left them, Lou
called for them
I watched
turned out
I took her
left them
I knew we could be alone
Time passed, without permisson
Lou kept me from
they would keep him from
storms came
I left my secrets,
there