Posts for June 28, 2021 (page 5)

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Poem

Little Flower

Open for me, supple bloom
and I will enter into you
as to enter into a
cathedral.
A spirit which
I cannot name and
care not to name, a scent,
draws me as a pilgrim to your altar.
I come to sing out praise in
this tongue of tongues
unspoken, in this
sanctuary
of deep woods
where we create and recreate
ourselves in the divine imagination.
If in the beginning was the word,
well then, I want to take you
back and forth before
the word.
Before even
the beginning, when
the pistil and the stamen
knew to do what desire knew,
without the literate need to name.
When the senses weren’t yet separate
from our body, not yet torn
from soul.
We beings, whole,
now called to worship,
joined sublimely and entirely,
with each thrust, god
in us, the nectar
flows.


Category
Poem

Waltz

All my fingertips pricked,

Knuckles tied to butterflies, joints to ravens,
I am dancing.
Some mad arrangement, 
Half waltz, half drawn and quartered;
As hours not sleeping finally yield to a rat-king spiral and return to faith.
A jitterbug pitter patter heart (two swords short),
Beating irregular rhythms behind calcium cage with little open door,
As everpounding nest for fledgling feelings that come and go (to and fro).
 
Two serpents intertwine, more puzzle than spine,
Yielding, yet again in sync, to sunrise.

Category
Poem

Quilling

Tightly coiled paper
of rainbow colors and shapes
pops 3 D paper art.


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Poem

Groundwork

Conversations in the night.
Confessions.
Naked fears born long past.

It’s time.

Get ready for him
to take permanent residence
behind your ribs.

Clean the area.
Sweep shattered glass
of broken reverie.

Dust the shelves
crooked under the weight
of prodding souvenirs.

Place right outside
a welcome mat
woven with threads of faith.

Write on a note
“This is home”
and post it on the door.

Now,
sit back.

And wait.

Let your guest
take the route
you wouldn’t suggest. 


Category
Poem

untitled

want a wandered-in dog
I ask a friend back east

    no but you can bring home  
    a cowboy for me if you like

make that two to go
I’ll find room
in the truck

 


Category
Poem

IT STARTS WITH THE TOILET PAPER

IT STARTS WITH THE TOILET PAPER  

Every day it’s the first gripe
as I swipe my waste away,
the audacity, the sinful corporate
practices of making our sheets
thinner, narrower, shorter
and the rolls fatter.  The shame!  

Then it’s the underwear that ruffles
my muff for the 2nd time of the morning.
What rude awakenings.  I consider commando,
but then wonder where the expensive
bladder control pads I need, would adhere.
So, I shrug, take a deep breath,
figure out which is front and back,
because I am so fat both seem almost the same,
pull them on and pray they do not rip or tear,
or worse, the elastic band unravels away,
dreading the consequences of another
pair disintegrating.   

The thought of going shopping sends
me into a mental spin, instead I head
out for an early morning walk and pray
I make it through the next 10 hours
without another assault to my common,
moral and ethical senses.   

Alas, I am not so lucky.  The new masseuse
massages me into a $140 trance that leaves
the leg she said won’t straighten, straight,
swollen and a knee in need of a brace,
ice, heat and NSAIDS for the next two weeks.  

The dryer repairman charges me $150
to look, yes look, at my equipment
and declare replacements are the only fix
as parts and labor will be more expensive.
He didn’t even turn them on.   

In a snit by ten AM, I reach into my drawers,
pull out the Pug Rescue T-shirt from 1989,
thank my mother for leaving behind clothes
of quality made to last, for me to inherit.


Category
Poem

How To Deflate My Heart

My daughter is speculating,
again, about moving away.

Her dream: Hawaii, the beach.
I remember that restlessness,

the lure of the greener other side,
of life suddenly new and exciting,

until the moving van,
the teary farewells, jump

out of the realm of someday
and land on the abrupt road

to real change?  to promise?
to the ache of home and who

is left behind?  Young, resilient,
she and her husband would adapt.

The kids would, eventually.  And I
would just have to add more

family to be lonely for, missing
Friday night sleepovers, Saturday

morning snuggles with Mia,
cheering for Izzy’s volleyball team,

carving pumpkins for Halloween,
Easter egg hunts, pool time,

their once close reach.

I would just have to re-learn
how to let go.


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Poem

Circuit Boards

Miss Moon hums into my left ear
as I drive to Mount Olivet for yoga,
she bends so close she touches my shoulder,
her day-glow appearance
reveals a little less every morning
leaving one guessing about her intentions

Me and six ladies lay down
on the floor in the back meeting room
for stretches suited for septo- & octo-
genarians. Jenny, our beautiful instructor,
tells us our bodies are fully
integrated circuit boards 
with a current running from our
right toes up across the arch
of our cranium down to the left toes.
During relaxation I fall asleep
dreaming of a Ma Bell operator 
I dated in the sixties: her symmetry,
balance and sweetness.  Rising
to consciousness, i see that Jenny
has a sack of Mirabell plums
for everyone to share.

On the way back home
I Sunday drive on this Monday morn,
suck in the ripe air, become
an inspector of root cellars, well kept
stables, kitchen gardens.
Silly Miss Moon plays hard-to-get
but the lilies are having their day


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Poem

There is No Fence

Curling my thumb and nails
thru copious strands 
Of
Secrets

Secrets Kept For Too Long 

Secrets Soon to Be Forgotten 

For a “Secret is What No One Knows.” 

Secrets growing 
Done grown in the back
of my head

Reaching 
Far Out

The Vrill Grew their Truth
To Communicate with 
The Beyond Beyonders

The Invisible Eyes 

The Rainbow Goblins 

The Silver Gnomes 

The Phantom Flesh

The Secret is 

A Buried Story 

No, memory

Of Barclay and I walking thru a private Garden, 

Lost in Louisville and mostly 
Wet from Falling 

Dilly Dalling 
For Too Long 

Now Lost 
Walking 
Where? 
Any where will do 

Up Ahead My Eyes 
Tell me a Truth 

“Wrong Again J.B.” 

I point A Head 

“A fence.” We have to turn around 

My lovely brother laughs 

“Not at you,” he smiles and points

I look again as he speaks, 
“There is No Fence.” 

Perplexed my Pupils Peel 
The Fence I thought
I swear 
I saw 

Trick of the Mind(?)

The ‘Fence’ was only
branches delicately aligned
To appear to be a fence. 
A blockade 
Holding Us Back

With J.B. Dead Now
My brother Deceased 

I walk Alone 
Hoping He has Transformed 
Transcended 
Knowing Maybe Not 

But the Truth is 
‘There is No Fence” 


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Poem

Old Friends

Sometimes I look at my hands
old friends
and see my mother
or a stranger
mute beings
somehow attached to me
blindly in my service
poor things.

I study them in wonder
like something you’d see in a museum
safely behind glass.
Skin loose and crepey now
but still the palm spread wide–
strength and competence.
And no matter how faithfully
they’ve served me
part of me knows
their warranty will expire.

And then I see them
with something like love
as you’d look at your aging dog
limping with that bad hip
knowing
that last visit to the vet
is coming soon.