Posts for June 6, 2023 (page 12)

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Poem

Lascaux no more than a splintering matchstick (Pisgah popped by a fan of the Cleveland Guardians, shitting on Sitting Bull’s wriggling gelatin silver print, proud as a house cat buffed in the musk of a garter)

FIRST of the trumpeting smokescreens
playing shibari with tarp-smocked,
              knock-kneed cinderblocks
just on the edge of the pond
they’d whilom tilled to furnish a ball field,
cigarette
                      number three remembering
Haymarket fires and Zenith’s young Elmer Gantry
and everything gay and gray and vaguely
grim as deciduous misery—

wan reek of some somebody prodding
      a friable pile of smoldering diapers,
      blasphemous plastic picked
                to a licorice snakeskin
                echoing crepitant bends
       of the treacly Fremont sucked
       to a spluttering smudge,
like tar slung salving and suturing
bruised macadam,
       the gangrenous ache of congealing
asphalt
       scored with a viper’s tongue,
these scowling staves
            that grass seed
                       violently
                          elbows, throbbing
a torpid heart
                         against
                           glowering paddocks of
                         tantalum packed like
                           cackling pallets
                         exhumed from a ruinous Walmart’s spleen,
left stacked
       like snickering sedges dissembling
              cityscapes, sulkily
              greige as a sand flea
       cramped in a surf-licked keep—
some sucked-in skull and its teething
crenellate laurels slopped down a
shrunken scowl—left reading

                                              for rent.

Millie saw blood on the concrete,
called it a rorschach,
took it for lunch at Christie’s,
told old Rum Tum Thomathon Hoving,
              pale as the Washington Obelisk
              cocked above bickersome bog scum,
Say, it looks a bit like Plato, now, doesn’t it?

Plato cringed on the fringe of the finicky Lethe,
wormed beneath Rose and Vine St.,
shouldered the carcass of Donald Judd
as a whale as stale and pale as drug-smuggled horse cum,
dragged him up-over Mulberry Hill and the
gutters of Elm Tree, muttering
then and again
         and again,
Is this what you meant by
‘The winter is bleak.’
    ‘If somebody says it’s art, it’s art.’
        ‘Most art is fragile
     and some should be placed
   and never moved
away.’—
To think of it…,
                          froze before a disparaged lawn
                and the bones of a cankerous yew tree,
        shuddering shotguns slopped all
   pyrrole orange and
   phthalo green and
   quinacridone rose,
each sold for a Swiss-cheesed shipping container
some huckster’d stuffed with but butter-soft shillings
grown greener than gorse-eaten horse shit
       clabbering oat milk
                              set out to pasture,
                                           squeezed— and

then,
  
possessed with the devil’s mischief,
sowed sole-first this soulless hull of a shaper
to preen as an emulous stand of rebar,
mocking the knock-kneed trees and eaves,
and screamed,
                           through whistling teeth,

   I claim this land for Ancient Greece!

and though it recoiled and swelled against
canted brick
                       at the cantering clip of an Arabic
palfrey whipped with a chortling surge of obsidian
                                                   frothed to pahoehoe,

nobody seems to recall having heard it—

            Plato discovered a squealing Expo.

Studio Apartment,
                                 $900,  (water, gas, and sewage incl.)

Donald uncaps his pen
and tries to remember,
        with bleating brow,
        the soul of a circle,
        the shape of the Nao Victoria’s
prow impressed against curdling maps;

and somebody, elsewhere,
alien, scrapes an illumining
dollop of char they’d chipped
from a split and glistening joist
across wrinkling concrete, echoing
ginkgo leaves and the skirts of those
Balinese dancers prancing, tracing
                     a wild bequest of steps
and gestures churned
                     from an ancient trance.

       


Category
Poem

Hand-Me-Down Tartan

The dress is so far from fitting me now.
Partly because of the care I was allowed but also,
we all grow up.  

Comforting colored threads of olive green,
and gold –
woven through the cotton plaid
hand-me-down,
pulled from the discarded bag of clothes –
you once wore.   

You with your perfectly straight raven black bob
that shimmered like magic in the northwest afternoon sun. 
The polychromatic threads teased of potential beauty-
that might be mine if-
I too could make its skirt sway.  

Deanna Day, childhood playmate, fellow dancer, backyard adventurer,
Memorable,
lost with the closing of the moving van pulldown door.    

So, I wore that dress
that you once wore
as we walked the perimeter of the playground,
where we knew the enchantment
of clapping rhymes, jacks, and hopscotch. 
Miss Mary Mack;
The Sailor Went to Sea, Sea, Sea;
Say, Say Oh Playmate;
Unified chanting,
belonging,
tolerance,
acceptance, and impartiality.  

Sitting in the shade of the giant pin oak,
your skirt echoed the array of multi-colored fingers-
clapping one to another,
keeping time together,
becoming one in rhyme.  

Blending with the colors of the forest
draping your lap,
making a complete circle
around the true essence of innocence.   

Eventually the dress shortened beyond my arguments. 
And memories too shorten with passing time,
I’m afraid.
Yet, still the olive of Autumn moss
the gold of freshly harvested honeycomb
allows me to wonder who you are today.   

 


Registration photo of Bill Verble for the LexPoMo 2023 Writing Challenge.
Category
Poem

Where’s my order?

I used the app
instead of calling   
   like usual

It was hours ago   
   maybe days
but I’m no more famished   
   now
which may be why
the order hasn’t arrived

It’s the echoing hunger
the incessant chime of desperation
that brings my Muse   
   to chuckle   
   to whisper in my ear
You can’t do this without me,    
   can you?


Registration photo of Bill Brymer for the LexPoMo 2023 Writing Challenge.
Category
Poem

Road Kill

Not what was left could be called deer
except for the maroon head lying 
in the passing lane, the rest an unidentifiable mass,
and a little further, off the road, 
the white minivan, its front end collapsed
accordion. 

Evolution, you said, or lack thereof, 
nothing deer encounter in nature 
moves at highway speed.
Those that learn to respect cars
will pass along those genes.

That could take awhile, we both agreed.
How can nature ever hope to survive
us?

We drive into the blazing sun,
it’s sinking like a burning ship.
Sitting straighter in our seats:
a shadow moving along the wild fringed edge.


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Poem

instant instead

fill the other half
stay to learn more and compare
as your body burns


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Poem

Seasoning

In the heat today

drenched with the sweat of summer
we forget the snow.
 
The forest does too
Maple in littered dapple
weep over lost sap.
 
Pin Oak branches droop
like heavy pine at Christmas 
shade their shallow roots.
 
Small Sempervirens 
throw out those lime green needles 
seek water from air
 
We forget the cold
the wet bare earth in this heat
we’ll get used to it.
 
The forest will too
tiny new growth will wither
burned ends, next years buds.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Poem

airport

airports are meant for 
sore backs
crying babies
greasy hair 
jet lag 
and reunions

reunions like in ‘Love Actually’
kids running to their mom or dad returning from work
two best friends crying because they haven’t seen each other in 10 years
a couple embracing after one went on a school trip
all the tears, smiles, hugs, and kisses you can imagine


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Poem

Foreshadowing

I won’t burst into the living room
with a celebratory scream.
I won’t cry tears of joy
or any tears at all.

When I emerge 
from the cramped half bath
with flushed cheeks and a white stick 
marked by two pink lines, he’ll shrug,

I won’t believe it
until you get past twelve weeks,

and I will deflate
like a popped balloon.

But first, swaddled
for a moment by this tiled sanctuary,
I hold the evidence
in reverent hands.

My whisper escapes,
a premonition or a prayer.

Here we are, kid.
It’s just you and me.


Registration photo of Ariana Alvarado for the LexPoMo 2023 Writing Challenge.
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Poem

Surrender

It keeps me up at night;

these fish hooks between my ribs
and acid that rests atop the tongue.
A deep breath, in and out, and in
and out, and now it is three
in the morning, and I surrender.
I am losing this battle with myself. 
The morning used to be a promise—
the warmth real, and loving. I shiver
In summer, hide under blankets,
pray for rain. I ask silent questions
and ache when I get no answers.
This cannot last forever. 
I cannot remember a time before 
this buzzing in my head decided
to make itself at home.
This has always been a part of me.
 
 
 

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Poem

Twin Liberation

I don’t miss his callous
misdeeds. Covert dirty
touches. Bitter & bigoted
rants. Why do I live
backwards with tattered
snapshot stuffed
shoeboxes & tawny
maps? I rummage – seeking
what? Am I happy

at 12 in my first two-piece,
a stretchy black & white
jersey with sassy fringe draped
across my bust? I don’t miss
his callous misdeeds. His glee
from live-trapping a groundhog
& watching it slowly
starve. Sophomore,

I hide my breasts under baggy
cardigans & blazers. I tie them down
with strips of cheesecloth. I don’t
miss his callous misdeeds. X-rated
shame in the bedroom & he snatches
my college fund. Now, so many
years later my life is veined
with silver. In the ICU where he

dies, I hold his translucent
hand as his final day closes. I whisper,
“you can let go,” wishing
him no harm but feeling no
sadness. No one should
die alone but I don’t miss
his callous misdeeds. I repeat
I don’t. I don’t. I don’t.