Posts for June 6, 2023 (page 6)

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Poem

A Four and a Forty-Four-Year-Old Making Sandcastles in a Giant Green Plastic Turtle

A lotta sand
a little water
a tiny, squirming worm
in a bright blue plastic tower mold

Turn it over
squish it down
ready
for another round  

“I’m scared of worms”
you tell me
but can’t say why 
exactly  

I wonder
what I’m scared of 
still
and if you’ll remember this afternoon together  

The little blond hairs
on the side of your head
are wet 
with the sweat of concentration  

I scoop in more sand
we both smooth it down
identical pink shovels
one in each hand  

Turn it over
squish it down
ready again
for another round  

We continue like this
for a good half an hour
slow as this turtle
filled with mounds and spots of precious time  

A boy turning four
an uncle turning forty more
both lost in thought
like now is all that ever was


Category
Poem

It Took Me Awhile to Figure Things Out

It used to be I would sit
and stare at a blank page.

Like the time I carried a typewriter
in my backpack on the Greyhound bus

all the way from Albuquerque
to a boarding house on Cape Cod

intending to write. But I was young
and there was nothing to say.

Now I am old, struggling to make up
for lost hours and days and years

with an abundance of words.


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Poem

neon

neon
not my favorite shade of pink
yet that was the early morning sun
greeting me in my living room
seemingly close yet not

now it’s noon
and she’s straight above
not so neon now
too bright to examine so I don’t
I shield my eyes
but I’m thankful
time outdoors midday
midweek, a rarity

will I time the sunset right
have the opportunity to say goodnight
or will she leave unannounced
hiding until she appears
in my living room tomorrow


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Poem

Modern Day Parable

Being a proponent for positive social change
can be a lot like a gardener sowing seeds.

Some seed will never touch the soil,
instead finding rest on the footpath.
This footpath is paved by pure selfishness,
willful ignorance, and greed.
It hurts, but if there are people in this world
who can still deny observable science,
there will always be someone who hates.
Try not to be discouraged.
Marching boot and shoe will trample those on this path;
crows will look to feast.
Let them.

Some seed will fall in rocky soil.
The beginnings of good ideas will sprout
but the drive for progress then sputters.
Ignorance–a little less willful–can still be found here;
so also can life’s misfortunes.
Sickness slows the doer
while heartbreak paralyzes the lover.
It’s hard to donate money
when you’re barely making ends meet yourself.
I find myself wondering
how these seeds would do in good soil.

Some seed will fall amongst the thorns,
which are themselves a sign the soil can nurture.
It’s a difficult space because good people do dwell here.
They can see the strived-for light
yet they continually get snagged on the hard questions;
legitimate concerns like
how is this being funded?
Should our children be exposed to that so soon?
Disagree if you must,
for misguided perspectives still persist,
but to navigate the social dynamics here
you must risk getting pricked once or twice.
Remember, if properly cared for
the same plant that wields the thorn
can yield resplendent rose.

And then there’s some seed that falls in good soil.
They see what is still wrong in the world
as a call to action,
growing into gardeners
striving for the acceptance of every lifestyle,
defending the weak when injustice emerges,
and trying to build everyone into the best version of themselves.
This is the space
we should all clamor to be in,
the open mind we should seek to possess.
It is where our journeys should find completion.

For life is a journey we are all on
whether we’re seasoned
or just learning how to walk;
this must be remembered above everything
as well as respect in all matters.
We are human beings,
not seed, not soil, not path,
not crow, not stone, not thorn.
Some people will always be hard–or impossible–to reach
but rocks can be dug out,
thorn can be tamed.
Nature can even reclaim the road.

It is by working together despite our differences,
opposing malice
and lending support through times of sorrow sorrow
that we can generate more and more healthy soils.
More gardeners
to help weed out the hate.

And in this way,
our still-young world
will never cease to grow.


Category
Poem

Bad Country

ou’re in all the places

I don’t expect.

The juniper and pine,

The sagebrush and

Mules ear and

Cornflowers.

Two years ago,

I picked petals and

Leaves and bark and

Pressed them into

Pages into envelopes

Into mailboxes that

Would carry them to you.

I knew your father’s

Street address by heart.

Knew the coffee stamps

Would make you smile.

Knew I needed you

Across every single mile

I hiked and ridge line

I crossed.

Today I sit by the creek

I told you I’d take you to

One day. I haven’t been

Back since I said that.

I dunk my hands in

And relish how the water

Turns my fingers blue.

Maybe I’ll cut them off

And send them home

In a box marked fragile.

Maybe then you’ll

Understand just how much

miss you.


Registration photo of River Alsalihi for the LexPoMo 2023 Writing Challenge.
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Poem

high of 86F

leave the car warm
after parking in the sun

it’s the way I have to be the first
to go, the first to leave

the party, no one can die before me,
cut off like deadlines, winter hair, contact

with a friend or parent (maybe
in the end, someone who was neither),

cut off like I as someone who loves you
will not let you do this to yourself

anymore, cut off like give me that,
go to sleep,

I’ll be here in the morning and I’ll
leave the car warm

your headaches don’t let up
but neither do I, make a pharmacy

out of every dip and crater
this flesh makes around this skeleton,

has to be me before you, don’t leave me
hanging, not after this


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Poem

Only a Few More Summers

I make peace with this heat
feet in the creek and a

promise of ice cream.
Nothing more complicated than

sandwiches and chips and
ice-cold pops in the Igloo

tucked in shade under the picnic table.
Nothing to think about until tomorrow

just me, cool water, a background of birds,
these humans I made who grow faster

than my mind registers most days
splashing and laughing at the dog

who herds ripples running downstream
all of us entranced by the way

sun sparkles across its surface
the most beautiful feeling flowing

right along the current.


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Poem

An Undocumented Farewell

Some moments are too sacred to interrupt
with a camera flash.  Besides, I don’t
need grainy photos to remember
your chin resting on my head, your
words whispered into my ear, 
your reluctance to let
me go.  Our embrace
nestles in my
memory.  
Here, we
stay.


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Poem

Driving Barefoot

Talk me through
what’s going on in
your head
while your driving.

I drove home for the first time yesterday.
My Dad told me not to drive with sandals on,
something about the bottom of the sandal getting caught under the pedals.
So I took off my slides and threw them in the backseat.
I got bonus points for removing loose objects from the floorboard.

Key in the ignition 
did it start up fully?
oh, it did.
Back out slowly
turning my wheels this way.

You did it!
You made it out of the cul-de-sac!
Now for the love of God don’t hit any children.
Gentle loops around the block.  Past the fire station
to the Wendy’s and back again.
I always slow down approaching this Wendy’s
because a woman that looked like my math teacher cut me off there once.

This red light has a sensor, but I’m turning right so I don’t actually have to hit it.
Oooookayy I turned and there’s a lot more cars now.
Foot on the gas.
The pedals are dusty, I’m going to have to wash my feet when I get home.

Break break break break!  I didn’t hit anything!
It has just occured to me I don’t know what my Dad means when he says 
“check your blindspot”
shit.

Oh no, we’re merging lanes.
I don’t know where my blindspot is
AHHHHHHH.
Oh it’s fine.
I can just merge later.
Turn signal
drumming my fingers on the steering wheel.
Go
Turn onto this one way street.

Pull over.
Ohhh that’s where my blindspot is.
Look at that cat!
Okay back to driving.
I hope I didn’t cut anyone off.
Okay, I’m at a red light.
Aw those girls are shopping, that looks fun!
Why is this red light so long.  

Switching pedals without shoes is weird
I’m trying to move quickly so I end up trying to break with one toe.
That’s probably why driving barefoot is illegal.

Okay, almost home.
Just have to turn here…
and don’t drive in the bike lane
and don’t hit the railing.
Okay, one more circle around the block
and home!

Put it in park
car off.
Get the shoes and my purse out of the backseat.
I didn’t hit anything.
I’d call that a success.


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Poem

Midwest Menace

In a flickering flash
They came and went
True sons of anarchy
White Panther powered
Bad boy biker blues
Roaring like a Detroit diesel
A post-Altamont sledgehammer
Pounding the sweet sixties
Into a fine powder
And boldly snorting it
Right off the face of the earth
Like only they could do