It just didn’t hit this year,
The pages didn’t lure me…
Inferior to my peers,
Fear I’ve numbed too securely  

It just didn’t hit this year,
The pages didn’t spill out…
And the ink blots were not smeared
Across pages that stay in doubt

Now those blank pages will haunt
With reflective avoidance
As internal voices taunt,
Even they stew in annoyance