Cut From the Same Cloth
Creative whimsy dances ‘cross snug warmth,
Yet ache and fatigue still twist.
Creative whimsy dances ‘cross snug warmth,
switching the addiction
anything to fill the void
living for a feeling
i can’t seem to destroy
switching the addiction
anything to fill the void
missing what i’m giving
didn’t mean to kill the joy
i guess i’ve got an addictive personality
i do too much
or not enough
ain’t got enough conviction in my dreams
i move my love
i stop or rush
can’t help but see the contradiction in everything
but i’m suiting up
to cop a buck
if i learn on the fly will i get icarus wings?
Ain’t too afraid to get burnt
smoking roaches
how much can the shit hurt
when i’ve seen you overdosing?
universe says, “it can always get worse”
make excuses for why i got no motion
addiction’s been kicking my ass
living with the vision i see in the glass
indecision got me drifting from my path
slipping into living in the past
a gift is to be given
not something to get back
you’re different to make a difference
that’s how you give it back
switching the addiction
anything to fill the void
living for a feeling
i can’t seem to destroy
switching the addiction
anything to fill the void
missing what i’m giving
didn’t mean to kill the joy
wide-eyed excitement as I read and re-read
the Scholastic Books brochure and begged
my mother to let me add “just one more” to the order
my second grade teacher, sorting the boxes
upon their arrival,
(I remember staring at boxes labeled “Scholastic” on her desk, knowing what they were, and thinking of nothing else through the day, dreaming of the contents–desperate for her to divvy up the treaure)
then, finally, sorting the order and laying a stack of
books on my desk, my upturned face radiant as a new communicant
a simple joy, discovery, adventure,
laughter and fright,
animal stories, and books
about UFOs
I didn’t know it at the time,
but this early introduction to books
formed, to a not insignificant degree,
the basis of my life-journey
riding my bike to the library,
searching through the card catalog,
browsing the stacks,
bringing armfuls of books to heavy
wooden tables,
turning the pages,
uncovering new universes
I still have some of these Scholastic Books–
were you to offer me these or the keys
to a Lambourgini,
you could keep the Lambo
the words leapt from the pages
into my brain and heart
and memory,
connecting neurons,
aligning quarks,
forming a consciousness
able to look
beyond itself
Overheard American Sentence #2
Dollar General, June 2026
Could you turn down that kind of money and still look at them grandbabies?
there is a certain song
i want to lose
my virginity to
but no
one
you
smell like
candle smoke but
complain when we walk
the air smells of weed
i write poems for you
to take away my
fears and cries
worries at
night
mother
wishes us
the best yet
i know you better
i know better than wishes
Freeze.
Imagine for a moment that we are
built from dried reeds once
soaked in kerosene mud. I wonder if
people sit down when their hands get swollen-
tired of holding the sparks, baby
nature brought ‘em when they git/got born.
Turn
Sometimes, I pray for love, for that same
fresh-new-gallon of paint love… behind the white noise curtain,
always a choir loft of angels singing, maybe
“Hallelujah” to the kid,to the frogs, to the dollbabies
to the Coke cans, to BBQ Grippo’s (not plain),
to gas station sparklers, to Elvis Presley cassette tapes,
all during the juicebox marriage between Holy
Communion and adulthood.
Exhale
Smashing peaches with wild bravery,
that is all we are doing when we consider the
importance of thoughts, and how
they must live
before expiring into the nothingness of
spoken surrender.
Walking.
God Fucking Damnit
Jesus Fucking Christ
Holy Fucking Shit
It’s fun to cuss out the Holy Trinity, and it doesn’t harm anybody but the listener.
But true power is a simple yes or no.
I folded my corners, ironed them
to leave crisp lines and matched corners.
Put my feet in the linens closet,
set my knees in the sun light again.
Heat melts the pains and makes the aches and cramps crawl.
Skittering off on tiny legs
to wait, as chronic things often do,
strung to me as thin as a spider web
on a gate. Invisible to you
in the corner of every room
is not an elephant, just the breath
of a ghost. Not a Halloween monster,
a mask. No note, a wrinkled blank page
in a pocket, ripped from an old book
store my teeth in my pill organizer
and I try not to forget to take them.
As for my face, hide it in the corner
under the laundry pile where I think
it looks best. My body never irons
out as smooth, place it next to the old one
that no longer fits in the chest.
And maybe I’ll fold my lips last and leave
them on the table. Just in case
someone finally were to ask
in the laptop reflection,
This place I’m in
I find it very interesting, my son wrote,
that the Garden of Eden was in Iraq,
and that Mesopotameia in Iraq
was the Cradle of Civilization.
Noah built the Ark in Iraq.
The Temple of Babel was built there.
Abraham, whom I mentioned before, was from Iraq.
Rebekah, Issac’s wife, was from Nabor in Iraq.
Jacob met Rachel in Iraq.
Jonah preached in Nineveh in Iraq.
Assyria, that conquered the Ten Tribes of Israel,
was Iraq, and Amos cried out in Iraq.
Babylon, destroyer of Jerusalem,
and Daniel was in the lion’s den in Iraq.
^^
One of my truck drivers reminded me
that the three Hebrew children
were thrown in the furnace
and Jesus was the fourth one in there.
Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon,
took the Jews captives into Iraq.
He also said Ezekiel preached in Iraq
and the three wise men were from Iraq,
he cautioned me that he was not a Christian
himself, and I should not think him one.