Butterfly in My Pocket
I step into my closet,
slipped
I wear to rehab.
pants slipping
I step into my closet,
Why do we call the one who hoards newspapers, crazy
But the one who hoards money, genius
Why do we laud those who give away a tiny percent of their hoard
But ignore those who share half their sandwich every day
Blinded by money, suckered by fame
While real people suffer in shame
Look at the faces of those you reject
The unhoused, the addicted, the ones you suspect
Of being too human, of being a mess
You can only be more if you make them less
What if instead of being reviled
You did something crazy, something so wild
As to look at the faces of all human kind
And see shining back the light of the divine
Friendships bloom when no one is watching
I wish Emily Dickinson
had married Charles Dickens—
she could have been
Emily Dickinson-Dickens
Perhaps they would have
had a son named Richard—
he could have been
Dick Dickinson-Dickens
I wind through forests, hills, and streams.
A ribbon of nature where hikers dream.
Follow my path and you will find,
views and vistas
that expand your mind.
I stand where paths twist and wind,
with whispers of nature
and secrets to find.
From rocky peaks to shaded glades,
seek me where the sunlight fades.
What am I, in the woods so grand,
where trails and adventure go hand-in-hand?
I dwell in shadows, soft and damp,
with a cap that often takes the champ.
No leaves or flowers, yet I grow.
On the forest floor I often show.
What am I that springs from gloom,
with a spongy head and a stalk to bloom?
In twilights grasp, I softly gleam.
A fleeting light, a ghostly dream.
I dance on fog and marshy ground,
with eerie glow, I can confound.
What am I, a spectral flare,
that flickers and fades,
leaving no trace there?
In the woods I roam
with a growl and a snarl,
you’d better beware;
look closely,
my name’s hidden with ease.
Blackness.
Everywhere.
Appalachian beast.
Running in the forest strong and free.
Malevolent, restless, wandering at night,
lingering, just out of sight.
To keep me at bay, some seek a hue.
I quietly creep with a hunger so vast
it never sleeps.
A spirit of frost and chilling dread.
I haunt the path that lies ahead.
Holding a fearsome glow
that stirs the night
where no wind blows.
The Morning Survey:
drought ends in torrential
We calculated the level of stupor
By the math of his empty beer bottles
His syllabus
A thesis of childhood confusion
Each startling slap
An astronomy of stars
The coarse language once foreign
Wove itself into everyday usage
Reluctant scholars
We majored in a mother’s tears
Quickly discovered
The inner geography of shame
The chemistry of toxic
Explosions
We graduated on our own terms
Leaving for a variety of higher learnings
Dragging our transcripts with us
Like scars of enlightenment
In later life, he turned a quiet savant
Consumed by his rigors of research
Let me be small here
beneath pines and swept blue sky,
catch echoes of bird
song, a rustle and white flash —
the deer’s flagged tail receding.
The shock. Awake at 3:00 AM,
mind roams night like you once roamed
empty streets moon drifting… eerie
surreal shadows of age