for R.L.S.- who powered my childhood

Last Winter we were masked at night
Yellow sweats by computer light.
Last summer the same dreary way,
Deprived of sun throughout the day.
I close my eyes and still I see
Some people coughing soon to leave,
I hear the tread of marching feet,
Coffins like sharks through dismal streets.
And does it not seem hard to you,
Face down and choking under blue,
Sheet still wrapped in my bed by day,
Afraid of people, afraid to play.