Feb. 7?  1996   (28 years old-found in a journal)
What is my plan…?
to climb a mountain
to see the stars
to cry out
to pet my cat
to sew my life
into a seat
to sit upon 
a mountain.

June 13?  2020   (You do the math  years old.)
What is my plan…?
I sit upon this mountain
I see the stars
real stars
I cry out 
to nothing
pet two cats &
a dog
I see my three teen children
plus one man
I sit upon 
this mountain
soil on my hands
wondering how I built it
and where I want 
to stand.