Ain’t nobody,

Who never really cared this much for me,
I whisper a scream,
But you’re still not listening, 
High temperature,
A gale force of words from my lungs,
We’ve sure got 
All the instructions yet can’t get nothing done,
 
Righted wrongs, 
Are a facade feigning forgiveness, 
Giving up on necessary need
What is this?
I’m a handful so grab hold because imma a pistol,
Be sure if you squeeze and
trigger me you don’t miss though,
 
Verbally, 
I ain’t brave in speech or speaking courage,
Mentally, 
I’m a vegetable and youre the type to forage,
Physically, 
Unbroken but this thing I call a spine is porridge,
 
Say you’re sick and tired that I’m sick and tired,
Nothing here compounds the fact you weren’t hired,
To deliver all of us some great motivational speech,
Am I not the one standing close enough to see,
Extended hands and love, still you move outta reach?
 
Nah ya didn’t,
Remembrance of us laughing again and again, 
Hands held hearing R.E.M.                
“You Are The Everything” and
We chortle about, 
And you’re drifting off to sleep with your teeth in your mouth,
As I often do,
Because I wonder do you love me as much,
IF THEY’RE OUT?