If I am busy enough, I don’t have time to feel
I want to feel
most of the time
but lately, 
it is easier not to

I want to stop and enjoy the sunset,
to smell the roses,
to enjoy a conversation
but I am overwhelmed
overextended, stressed out

I want to live my life to the fullest
to have rich experiences
savor the moment 
however, lately my moments 
are stressful and scary

I have faith that I will enjoy life again
that the situations 
that are making life crazy
will turn around
and peace will return

However, in the meantime
I keep saying “I am fine”
when I am not
and I am constantly moving
too busy to feel