You needed a change in the seasons
you couldn’t remember when it wasn’t winter in the evening
your cousin died and you forgot to process the emotions and then you started grieving;
waking up crying from dreaming

he visits you along with the others who brought you meaning,
you get taught a lot when you are in REM without intervening
waking up into another dream but it isn’t less weaning

your subconscious always convening, meetings into meetings after meetings