Porcelain Movement 4
To Be Needed Gently
Night settles around the workshop
like a shawl around a tired shoulder.
I sit with the dolls
the way you return to a memory
you can’t quite close.
I take them one by one,
setting each gently on the bench,
as if putting an old house to sleep—
a crack here,
a loosened seam there,
nothing that can’t be tended
with a steady hand.
They sit quietly,
their hair falling in soft disarray,
their eyes open with a stillness
that makes me feel they’ve been waiting,
reflecting the lamplight
as if something inside them
has just stirred.
One has a fine crack along her jaw.
When I lift her,
the fracture catches the light
as if it’s calling for someone
who knows how to look.
I lift another,
feeling the warmth rise in my chest—
the old instinct
to hold what is giving way.
Her crack is small,
and I touch it
as if it were a pulse.
I lift another,
and her crack opens under my thumb—
not in fear,
but in trust.
And I think,
this is what it means
to be needed gently.
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I really like the quiet mood the opening lines set, and the way that the porcelain cracking beneath the fingertips is healing just as much as hurting–like the way cuts sting when you wash them, but you still do it so they can actually heal without getting infected and causing even more pain. And, again, the multiple identities the dolls can embody.
The cut analogy is brilliant. Thank you for such an interesting comment L.!
That last stanza is a really lovely distillation of the process and it also allows us to ask ourselves for our answer to the question and linger in the concept of the piece
a doll doctor would need to be gentle. love the opening image
Third stanza from the end: so good.
“I take them one by one,
setting each gently on the bench,
as if putting an old house to sleep—
a crack here,
a loosened seam there,
nothing that can’t be tended
with a steady hand.”
The care for tending to these dolls is thoughtful and comforting.
Another beautiful write.
The opening lines drew me in like a quiet meditation and this “Her crack is small,/and I touch it/as if it were a pulse.” took my breath.
What a great poem, Jeremy. So many wonderful insights and moments. Especially fond of “their eyes open with a stillness
that makes me feel they’ve been waiting,” love it.
I really like that the shawl settles around a singular shoulder when it would normally be both – almost like the night is too tired to be fully present.