Hang on, jump into this
insanity –  moments of
unadulterated awe
moments of
deepest dark starkly
next to each other
on my timeline.
Exhilaration of
glee in green hills
and fresh peas
followed by
stomach plummeting
to the bottom of woe
from new death
and lists of fresh
infections –
Which way do I turn?
My head spins
through those bleak
nights but I rebound
quicker than most
realigned with purpose
driven to make
it all better
for someone.