When the day comes

That you have worked towards

When you go to heaven

And stand before God

When he judges you

I hope you’re able to justify

The way you treated me

Better than I can

I hope you can tease out the inconsistencies

Of your love for me

To your savior

I hope it is worth it

To look in the eyes of Christ

And repeat what you’ve told me for years

I hope it gives you pride

To rest on the knowledge

That all your hard work must be fruitful

And most of all, I hope that when he hears your story

He sneers

That he refuses you

And that you fall

Into darkness and despair

Lost and alone

Just like me