If I could, I would bite into you.
Bite down, sink my teeth into the story.

I would listen and question and wonder
why the sun never rises in my bedroom,
why the morning never comes.
I’m sorry

This isn’t my feeling;
you are someone else’s sunrise.
I don’t know how to tell you that I don’t know what to do.

I fell into you
as a million paper planes crash into the sea and are,
if only for a moment,
afloat.

Then the waves come
and I drown in the sleeplessness,
drown in you.

My dreams change every night, yet I know
I want to swim.
I don’t want to die.
I want to see the amber reflection of sunlight
caught in the gravity of your tears
falling into orbit around me.
A constellation of worry
in a solar system stuck in perpetual darkness.