What I’m Allowed to Do
I’m fine is a mantra
to convince yourself of
something you want others to think.
My therapist is sending me
a writing prompt. The space
inside my head is getting
claustrophobic.
I’m fine is a mantra
to use when no one else
wants to know what’s wrong.
I take up too much space inside
my head so I assume I take up
too much in other’s. I shrink
away to alleviate the burden.
My therapist calls that projecting.
I’m fine is a mantra for
deflecting, that I’m human and
I’m allowed to breathe, to be.
I’m fine, I’m
fine, I’m
fine, I’m
so not fine.
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Love the rhyme within “my therapist calls that projecting, I’m fine is a mantra for deflecting”. Really great rhythm there, Geoff! Happy Friday!
“the space inside my head is getting claustrophobic” is an apt description of beginning of an anxiety spin out, and the ending is so true.
This type of honesty,
“I take up too much space inside
my head so I assume I take up
too much in other’s. I shrink
away to alleviate the burden”
The admission of overthinking the attempt to not think.
Love it!