Posts for June 4, 2018 (page 3)

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Poem

Treasure Lost and Found

He was about ten years old, the kid with a crewcut,
when he got a shovel from the shed
and dug out a shallow hole in the dirt
to bury two handfuls of marbles,
just some of the aggies not the shooters,
to keep his little brother from swiping them.

At least, this is the story I imagined
after exhuming these shiny swirling balls
in my backyard.
I gouged into the soil to build a garden plot.
My eyes squinted when the first scoop revealed
more than worms and roots.
I smiled when I realized how many I found.
Sorting them on the patio table, I wondered
Does the kid remember (It had to be a kid, right?)
squirreling away his treasure?
Or did he forget it all when his father
announced a week later they’d be moving
for a new job in another city?

That’s how I resolve the story
of how these bits of glass came to be fragments
of a moment covered in earth and years,
and to be unearthed to delight and wonder.


Category
Poem

When Everyone Sleeps

  In the darkness you are warmest.
  Close your eyes and sink.
  Something in me, is reaching out to be you.
  You blew your mind open, and ruined my sunny day.
  Slinking and popping, coming across from the void in your head.
  The cold winds blowing, and everyone is at peace.
  In the darkness they are warmed. 
  In your hole, I find my place.
  Here comes the sun, and it brings sorrow to light.
  When everyone sleeps, I find my place and hide.
  I smile as I see their peace.
  I smile as I go into that hole you made.
  When you blew your mind open, and ruined sunny days.
  Sing me to sleep, and let me see the peace.
 Only alive, when everyone sleeps.


Category
Poem

Stuck Inside

Sun set
Sun rise
It’s cold inside
While the outdoors are ever so tempting

The plants
They grow
While we don’t
Trapped inside this building

I once spied
Inside your eyes
A whole new world unfolding

To my surprise
It helps remind
To appreciate what’s in front of me


Category
Poem

Poem 3: My Joy

You come with the glory of morning 
“Dada! Can I work out with you? 
Maybe I’ll just watch this time.” 

At three you asked me to explain the Trinity 
We are both confused 

Dusk— we mine our imaginations 
the labyrinth made from Pinocchio’s lies 
the grasshopper afraid to jump 
the elephant, the water park, the mountain 
“That’s just part one, okay?” 

When I leave too early 
you FaceTime your displeasure 
and guard your heart 
when I work too late 

My frequently used emojis are as follows:
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At two you cracked eggs
without breaking yolk 
And when you wanted me to agree 
you said you prayed and God said yes

4, 8, 12, 16, 20-1/5th 
Of the father I want to be  
To my warrior princess, pea pod, baby girl, snuggle buckets (“don’t call my that!”)
My Joy


Category
Poem

Where’d you go?

You forgot me at the convenience store again. 
I cried for you.
I wondered the aisles looking under Little Debbie and salted peanuts.
I opened the doors to the fridge and only found Sprite.
The smell of hotdogs spinning around caught my attention and I forgot I was lost.
The shadows are getting long, and I sit playing with a piece of grass.
You grab me by the arm and yell at me for not staying by your side.
Your large teeth grinding with each word, cigarette smoke pouring out, like a dragon ready to spew fire.
I am happy you came back for me.


Category
Poem

last year // this year

last year
everything had just
changed

mascara stained the pillows
memories crowded the mind
thinking what did i do
to get left behind

sitting at a desk
on cringy conference calls
crying
“i like what i do here”
i was lying, and wanted to stop trying

last year
everything that needed to
changed

//

this year
a whole heart
rearranged

dancing happens in the shower
connections old and new revived
thinking what did i do
to get this lucky kind of life

sitting at a different desk
telling someone’s sweet story
smiling
“i like what i do here”
and there’s a future i’m admiring

this year
my thoughts on change
rearranged


Category
Poem

untitled

 

who makes the mason 
in a broken land

what of a mason
holding broken sands

sans the immunity
talking broken lamb

humbled humility
to a broken man
 
hindsight be like a Hubble
limelight living through the struggle

though struggling be a strange cousin

hunger’s a wino in time’s square

lunchin
 

Category
Poem

Stargazer Without a Star

Empty words hang between us
like the ghosts of countless stars
simply falling out of existence.
My words will never touch them,
your ears would never catch them,
they become the vacuum between us
where a spark can never be.


Category
Poem

On Going Home Again

The familiar road meanders
Like a sweet-ache dream
Through curve and creek
Shagbark hickories overhang their pleasure  

The wide porch welcomes
Friends and cornbread
Peach pie gold in the crust
Hours charmed by music  

Later, after the great beasts
Have culled the night
And even the whippoorwills
Cease their rusty mating  

We rest on grassy blankets
Under a dazzled jabber
Of stars: our deep hearts
Marrowed in silence  

We rest until the dew
Settles between our toes
And dawny birds orchestrate
The melodies of our day    


Category
Poem

haiku-not about cherry blossoms

foul fish mouth
spewing insults and lies
vomit voice