Posts for June 29, 2022 (page 8)

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Poem

cord of string

the keeper of the knot sees
  what the keeper of the knot can see
                                                     cord
                                                     counted-
                                                     hanging 
                                                     hung

                    even them “the cannot sees”
have come to believe they cannot see
                                                     red
                                                     rusted-
                                                     buried 
                                                     blood


Category
Poem

here-now

I’m today tumbling
down and up
tumbling can happen
up. words want to come stories as I stay in the space imagining
worlds peopled with beauty not trended
deep channels of clear
hope
wandering through the laneways
clothing redolent with a look of
compassion-it can be fashion not just action of passion-
no longer trying to be anything other than
we are
the light breaks illuminating as it does when we see it
reality like
always
before Merton said
to be a saint means to be myself.
this today
in my head where everyone is
simple
saints
the world actually working
gasp
the gates of heaven. is not the whole world
full of God the Hassidic asks Rabbi Kotzk
God dwells wherever man lets him
in I tumble
out to paint the siding the sun soaking
reach into my head brush in hand curling there for awhile this world
the staircase between here
and now


Category
Poem

Last Year, I Waited for the Sun

on this day, the throats of birds convulsing,
worms splitting ground in tune with ululation
like siren song, swimming the dew, wanting
to be caught, hoping to escape, breaking
themselves for autonomous multiplicity,

something in me searching something out here
in the cold, before the heat, before the world
remembered it was expected
to rise. 

              This year is different.
              This year I prepare
              to sleep, content 

              it will rise
              all the same.


Category
Poem

I Remember

summers in the sixties
heat and humidity rising
blackberries ripe and swollen
hanging heavy on the vine
sweet with nature’s nectar
tempting two boys to pick
enough for mom to make
a cobbler for supper
scenes from a lifetime ago


Category
Poem

one happy homo: gay gay

alcove on the playground: recess on the recess
magazines equidistant from a point: circular circular
packing the old lady’s groceries: a kind of kind
get the paper juice out: ream the ream
a jilted ex-lover stem follows you around: stalk stalker
the collective average of a bully’s actions: a mean mean
slow movement at the mineshaft: quarry at the quarry
uncontaminated drinking hole: a well well
a pile of money as a gentle lover: tender tender
quickly showing your thoughts by using words: express express


Category
Poem

The Letter

                                                                   June 29th, 2022

                                                                The steep forest trails 
                                                        through holy dappled thickets
                                                            are drenched with poems

 
 
Ascending the Trail
123 Present Moment  
Big Hill, Kentucky 

 
Dear Ascending ,
 
 On hard packed Kentucky clay and stone.
What started as a fire break cut by a dozer
is a trail that goes straight up toward the tall
rock face that towers over the sanctuary. 
 
The forest is closing in on the branches 
of the runoff ditches that cut it in two places
and branches of young pines reach across 
above the path to play with each other’s needles.
 
Following the guest up toward the benches 
which are settled there for watching the words
and the world float by below I see his thumb 
lightly touch each finger on his right hand.
 
I laughed out loud without realizing it and
as he turned to ask why he saw the lake
was a carpet of diamonds. While he let go
of his held breath he asked what was so funny.

 
        My reply still laughing ,
 
                                                  “counting syllables.”

 
 
 
Sky touches the ground.
We hope someday you’ll join us.
Standing in the sky
 

Category
Poem

Mae

Born in a house by the river,
you crossed the water in a boat
every morning for school,
never learning to swim.

Your mother toiled in the fields,
birthed five children and raised
three, you were the youngest.
She made your clothes, wrung 
the necks of chickens for dinner
and baked golden corn bread.

Your daddy grew head high corn
and tobacco to sell, raised a hog
for fattening up to buy cloth and
shoes once a year for his children.
Hunted squirrel, rabbit and deer, 
fished for blue gill and catfish
to feed the family.

You climbed with your brother
like a cat, balancing and jumping
from rafter to rafter in the old
tobacco barn, fearless as a child.

You grew up in the mountains,
dreaming of a life like the ones
you saw in the picture shows. 
You never had indoor plumbing
while you lived at home.

Cold clear water came from
a bucket drawn up from a well
outside the backdoor. You bathed
in a galvanized tub in the kitchen,
standing, washing from head to toe,
then doused in warmed water 
from the stove to rinse.

You wrote letters to a friend of your
brother who he met in the Navy. He
left to join, underage but craving
a different life than what his parents
lived.

You remained, caring for nieces and
nephews, finally time with your mom
to yourself who by now, was too old
and tired to relate to a teenage girl.

You married at seventeen, the friend
of your brother’s, you had met once and
written letters to for more than a year
when you came together, a double
wedding with your cousin.

Your dress was handmade by your
mother, so many satin covered buttons,
with tiny crocheted loops down the 
back. It enveloped you like a shiny
white glove, you stepped into a
new existence, all innocence.

You traveled to New York – far from
home yet not as different as you may
have anticipated. With this man, you
made a life. You gave yourself over to
being a wife and mothering three
daughters while your husband
finished college on a G I Bill, worked
at a Dairy and started a teaching career.

You sewed, cleaned, cooked, comforted,
parented, loved, but always you missed 
the home you had left. He kept his promise
and took you back to the mountains,
his education complete.

You created a life in a small town
in Kentucky. Sunday meant dinner
with your parents near the river
in Clay County. Summers meant
traveling to New York for his family.

Between the Sundays and summers
you made dresses for three girls,  
cooked three meals a day,  brushed
and braided three heads of hair,
washed clothes with a wringer
washer and dried them on a line.

Over time, he built you a home, and
put the kitchen wherever you asked.
You both made a home full of music
and art, books and singing, writing
and discussions. A place filled with 
love and inviting to those who found
connection to a door always open.

You did the baking, the cake making,
the planning and designing for 
costumes and performing. You loved
reassurances. You found inspiration
in praise. You gave of yourself in 
your coherent days.

For eighty five years, you performed
your role, as daughter, sister, niece,
cousin, aunt, wife, mother, grandmother
and friend. You never missed a chance
to contribute some part of your heart
to those you loved.  You created lasting
memories that have no end.

KW
6/28/2022


Category
Poem

Listening

You are a goblet, faceted to shine. Begin here, listening.

You need not be my everything, fulfilling my desires—that is my work.

Listening to Beethoven’s Ghost trio, it coaxes, lures, and calls, but the tears are mine,

just as the fire of Mozart’s Requiem has my terror etched on the kettles and trumpet bells.  

Ringing at Christmas bringing songs out of my heart, the year seemed to start over 

but it wasn’t the music. It was not the finger, it wasn’t even the moon, rather the Earth

receiving the season, the melting snowfall witness to the next day’s sound of water—

where a sow’s ear is a catch for the music made by the rain soaking a screen door.  

It tells all. What’s the use of crying? It was beaten into the students of my Catholic school

that finding good in oneself was a fool’s errand. To love, one had to be sent, like Jesus.

It’s as if such a thing would not occur to us. I honestly wonder sometimes

just when it dawned on him. When it came, was he running free at twelve years old, 

or was he blasted at a wedding party, or was he reduced to shambles in Gethsemani 

knowing if he walked out he would have forgotten himself?

 


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Poem

Jesus Is Just Alright: The Sequel

Two older ladies in the A&P
One, I annoyed by getting in her way
I apologized “I am sorry”
She scowled and pushed through.
The other, seeing my bemused expression.
“I heard you; that was nice of you.
Remember some of us went to Woodstock.”
Then she leaned in close
And winked at me.
Given my own history
I laughed and winked back.
We parted and she left with:
“May Jesus Christ’s blessing be upon you today!”
I said “Thank you!”
But I confess to confusion about what
SHE was winking at…


Category
Poem

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