Can someone unplug my brain? I don’t care to think anymore
How did I get here
Counting praises like it’s all I have left to do
Dreading plans that I made
Spitting into a sink that’s not mine
Every little thing I do
Every person I love
Every idea I believe
Every step I take
Feels like it
Doesn’t fucking matter
What do I want
Who am I becoming
Why do I care
Every night I have to think of a phantom hand around my throat
Before I can drift off into dreamless sleep
Everything I’ve built
What does it matter
If I don’t want it anymore