It’s hard to tell

If i’ve forced myself

To pine over you

Or if you were placed

In front of me

For deeper reasons


Maybe i’m just

Infatuated with the idea

That love is always

Right around the corner


I’ve grown so apathetic

It’s hard for me to see straight


I think it’s easier for me

To keep you in my back pocket

So i can savor you

When you finally take me

Out of yours