I’ve never felt this feeling.
This feeling,
Of utter loss,
And confusion.
What am I supposed to do.
Scream at the universe?
Saying it’s not fair?
Why. Why did this happen?
Take your anger out on others?
Let them feel your pain.
Do you cry,
Do you laugh,
Do you move on,
Do you believe.
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t know what to do.
Its never struck so close to home.
Its everywhere.
You think,
It can’t happen to me,
It won’t happen to me
It happens to others.
Then it hits,
And your helpless,
I never thought,
This would happen to me.
I never knew this feeling.
I’ve never been so confused.
It happens,
I know.
But not to me.
I don’t know what to think.
I don’t know what to do.
But what I do know,
Is your in a better place.
I hope your happy.
I hope you find a better world,
Than this.
I never thought this would happen.
Not to me.
Not now.
I don’t know,
If I yet believe it.
I just hope,
That you finally find peace.