Posts for 2020 (page 55)

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Pine Mountain Cemetery XXIV Rosspoint

Pine Mountain Cemetery XXIV
               Rosspoint

The village down below this mountain,
Really once just called the settlement
Is all but gone nowadays. First road

Was widened, then they built a high
School so big it shaded all the houses
Running down the foot trod lane.

Then the Sampson place burned,
Scorched the ground, then Ed’s, though
He was long dead, gone. Left us young.

A pioneer and his clan once crossed
At the Gap and just kept moving. Old
Man Ross knew what he wanted.

He found it too, along with enough timber
To keep him the rest of his days. Until,
That is, the railroad chewed its way

Right through the point of land loved
By Ross even named Ross Point. Water
Was a problem up on that ridge. The women

Were glad enough he moved them all down
Next to the river bend. Pretty little place, fairly
Wide as valleys go in Appalachia. Others

Joined by blood found their way up that
Cumberland branch and for enough years
To imprint several generation life was good.

This wasn’t the only cemetery, just the one
Most used by the Ross’s three lines. Funny
How it got to be the place to bury folks.

Even those came back who died in exile
Living where the land has lost it spirit can’t
Stand tall and strong anymore, plumb flat.

We make quite a to do when we lose precious
Ones and cry and twist and mourn. If they
Fall to dust up here we hope it hurts some less.

Nothing lasts though and it takes a lifetime to
Understand that, even little villages of folks
Do fade in time leaving only their memories alive.


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Poem

like god

Like God.

It is a cramped portion.
An acrid taste in every slice.
Salted with notes of cracked pepper.
It sees, through a dark glass,
Hoping to remember.
Where it will go.

Outside the glass
There are such dishes
That apotheose.
The ortolan bathed in the 
Toffees and chocolates of armagnac.
Naked and set to roasting—
I eat the sparrow whole,
Guilty as my mother bore me, and 
It is a happy, jubilant slight
For I am free.

Like God.

 


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New Jersey Siesta

wind chimes recollect
                   Long Beach Island                 salt breezes
                                                                           off the Atlantic  

mid-day sun                   and heat 
                                                               prickly sand          cool showers  

our washed tanned bodies humming
                                                          beneath               the ceiling fan


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Poem

Grace Walking: A Poem for My Children

1. The words of the mother as concerning the children. 2. And it came to pass in the tenth month of the twenty-seventh year that I was met by the first messenger of God, called Mercy. He was the son of the morning; strong in stature, mighty in spirit, and great was my rejoicing in his laughter. 3. In the third month of the year of the Apocalypse the second messenger was brought forth unto me, and his name was called Faith for though he was given to uncertainty upon his deliverance, his hope remained steadfast.  He was a lover of justice, and I delighted in his smile and in his sharpness of mind and sight. 4. Unto me in the second month of the 32nd year, was the third messenger delivered and her name was called Compassion, for she beheld the Suffering of Man wth sympathy, and cared deeply for all things that grow and that have breath upon the face of the earth. 5. In the third month of the thirty-fifth year did the fourth messenger arrive and though I had grown tired and weary, he lifted me up. His name was called Love. His voice was strong and powerful and he was mighty in his fervent joy and affection. 6. And lo, I looked upon and beheld them as they fellowshipped together and I knew that it was good. And the name by which I called them was Grace Walking for they were the love and mercy, faith and compassion of God to me-ward and I cast my eyes upon them and am blessed.


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untitled

if i die

funeral


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Poem

Mood

I really wish I could wake
every day as the best 
version of me 
where I wouldn’t run
by drinking 
irish whisky so much
that my teeth go numb

I wish I could write the 
right words to unwind 
my guts
from that white-hot center
where I’ve dug and dug and dug
because that’s what I was told 
to do


wish 

could 
wake up 
one day 
free of 
that goddamned 
silhouette 
of her 
that got into my 
DNA
and changed the sequences
to self destruct


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Poem

better for it all

breathing deeply enough 
to rustle the mold off my ribs,
i pour a glass of cold water,
pluck the pit from a cherry, 
and make a long phone call. 

“we hope for peace in others because we hope for peace in ourselves” 
she tells me through the static-
the voice is familiar but 
more honest than the one i’m used to. 

i think She might be Me, 
but from somewhere further and wiser than 
where I am now. 


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Mom Friend Equity Work (Part 3)

throws itself into hard conversations
even if it feels like
throwing porcelain into a blender

let the white fragility shatter, grind, diffuse
be the Bull in the China Shop
and don’t apologize for making a mess
of an already messy system

is a light if not a flame


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Poem

Ride

Have you ever 
been flying free
wheels spinning
streamers wagging

come to a sudden 
Stop
to skid,
project,
concrete skinning your face?

Deceit, it burns so
and you are 
willowy paper,
crumpled receipt, 
spent ash. 

Find solace in
Blackberry bourbon
stolen last year
from his Rendezvous ride
found recently amoung
sketchbooks, journals.

These words, 
his mistress, 
double-dealing drunks,
couple cohabitating.

Don’t take it with you
get back on
toss it from the bars
pitch crookery into the dusk.


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Poem

It’s Not Mardi Gras

Don’t like wearing masks
I do it for you, not me
Fogs up my glasses