Posts for June 4, 2021 (page 11)

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Poem

found poem #365

though it’s shape be fixed as solid,
metal, wood, fabric, mud,
every made form known
was from a working motion spun.
a skillful movement, once,
rendered from raw substance,
what you now hold.
if, for instance, form is song,
there must be one to strum.
notes in scales only form
chords when noted, thus
it is motion which sounds the song.
basket, spoon, guitar, bowl,
chalice, helmet, shield,
from the most common cobbled
object to the exquisite bronze,
finest jewels, also chamber pots
created by corrected error
with humble patience learned:
twist of wrist which rolls the bead,
finger pinch which centers clay,
kick of foot to spin the wheel,
shuttle gently shoved
through warp shed
as the bobbin releases thread,
dive and turn to gouge
the cove, a smooth firm push
chamfers the edge.
a chisel, razor sharp, shaves
hardened cell walls
to reveal an ogee,
an acanthus leaf,
a Corinthian column capital,
even the sculpted orbs
of Aphrodite’s breasts.
before any of these items were
architectural or textual or sexual
all were first conceptual,
a cognitive creaking
in the crafter’s mind, who,
waking inspired, and well taught,
dug into their chest
of tools to conjure
with enchanted tug
and pull, a dance step
of their guild and also gall,
by which all things,
even this poem you read,
were wrought.


Category
Poem

COLOR WOE

Yellow brings warm happy thoughts
of flower smiles and Buttercups
Daffodils and lightning bugs
campfire glow and candlelight
yet not a color I can wear.
It makes a sallow me.

-Sue Neufarth Howard


Category
Poem

Your Do Us Part

I yearn for the drunken nights of wisdom
A circle of like-minded minds
Echoing their lives in every single sentence.
Tainted eyes with laughter in late hours.

It’s a funny thing, missing someone as if they passed
When they are still awake with the living.

My guru was you at the turn of my life. 
I would give a little bit of everything
To be in that Smokey alabaster room once again. 
Just so I could have helped you as you helped me.

Even talking about you in past tense hunts
My every haunt that we could talk like brothers

What I have learned all these years…
Would it even ring true in your ears? 
Would it chop down your arrogance and 
Would you actually listen? 

I want to help. 

I tried to. 

But your battle is within your corpse
And you must find that old knight in there. 

Alone.


Category
Poem

Awake at 3:00 AM

In the darkness, the rattle of dog snoring, the rumble of cat purring, the overhead fan tick, tick, ticking. Outside the chitter of racoons eating the leftover birdseed on the patio, the trill of a screech owl looking for bugs, the thrum of a train in the distance.

In the darkness my mind races. Did I send that email? Oh, no I sent that edited document off before I did a global search and replace. I forgot to call the state about the tax check they never cashed. In four days my sister will have been dead ten years.  

In the darkness I sit up clutching my chest and rock with the ache of losing her.

In the darkness I know this pain will persist; an ache I bear willingly. Proof of love, proof of friendship, proof she existed when her face fades, when I can’t hear her voice in my head, when all I can remember is the way she looked on a ventilator, machines keeping her alive, in a prison she never wanted.

In the daylight I get up. I walk the dog, I send the email, I re-do the edits. I put off the calling the state, and I remember my sister is still dead. 


Category
Poem

Now that the Raccoons are Gone

It’s amazing what takes up lodging
in dark corners of the attic of the
boarded-up past.                                
                                I prize off the planks,
surprise their glowing green eyes.                                                

Masked bandits escape, claws clicking
on the floor confess that headaches are
just bits of raccoon scat needing a broom.   

Throw open the shutters!
When air and light pour in, damp wood
aches in newness, like holding sky
in the palm of one’s hand, room enough
for giants and gods to dance.  


Category
Poem

spider crawl*

living in nowhere zen
time flabbergasted by itself
refuses to behave

my brain is a tv screen
surrounded by kaleidoscopes
going nowhere

emerging from lockdown
like a monster in cyberspace
word brain whispers to the dark

* I am playing with a new form in which each line contains a random word from the preceding line, like a spider crawling around the bathroom sink, trying not to be sucked down the drain. I find the process and surprising results to be therapeutic.


Category
Poem

LexPoMO

LexPoMo I love
you. LexPoMo I love you.
LexPoMo I love.


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Poem

a negative

this same blood
settles into rusted tongue.
unshared breath
marks the mushroom growth
of our days.
fresh-turned earth
looming truth and time.
my empty arms–
my untouched hands–
we hold tight
to fight a sea of flames.
the ghosts are ever close
and the gold is gone again.


Category
Poem

Order in the Court III

[Going back one step
Missed a day somehow.
New site scrambles me yet.]

Back to our court’s summer session.
Arrested for selling with no license,
Mag sits glum as a broken thumb.

Poor defense. She’s guilty as sin.
Why break the law so openly?
She does trespass again and again.

Judge, Mag holds it is her rightful
Choice to keep the kids off 119.
Home is dry as a preachers glass,
Bell runs wet as floods in April.

Draws all sorts over the snaky curves
Seeking to drench sorrows and such.
Man will be to drink, cars will be to swerve.

Along with all the good this woman,
Sneaky as a ferret, pulls off under cover
Of night to right things after threat or omen.

Why judge she is a one man force for good,
Saved a many of us from mangled steel
Smacked around a tree or down a rocky cliff.

Silence fell.
Case dismissed.
The judge surmised a truth.
Beer might draw his own boy
Down that road like a forbidden toy

Who knew she would be lauded, praised
Long after her short time living down here?
Judge, wise, let this hero or villain case
Rest for divine providence to weigh and trace.
Order in the court, Mary Lou, next case.


Category
Poem

Ordinary

Ordinary days
Ordinary things
happening in
ordinary ways

Night follows day
Sun follows rain
Seasons slide into one another,
Years roll by.

Time leaves wisps of memory
and then, we recall
how extraodinary were these
ordinary days.