I can imagine my father and mother
lounging together on the family room sofa,
her head on his lap, his fingertips
making whorls in the sea of her hair,
contentedly watching some oater,
the raucous sounds of home,
the family they’d constructed
rough-housing in the unfinished basement,
the inevitable crying from the youngest brother
when he’s hit too hard by the middle one,
mom rising with a sigh to go comfort, her job,
while he, rifle-cracking cocktail ice
between back molars,
considers his role in all this —
pillar, provider, protector, punisher —
and basks in the satisfaction of doing everything right,
how that drive had come from his father,
how he’s handcuffed it to his sons.
Meanwhile, the evening news, Cronkite speaks of change:
Twin Towers going up in Manhattan,
the Earth beginning to burn.
Walking to bank for quarters rolled
to put in meter so ticket is not doled
reassuring a father his five year old
is learning uppercase A-B-C’s
Modeling poised and centered ~ not scattered and quick
storybooks, big crayons, clay letters ~ even a piano key trick
Quick walk to mechanics’ pick up BMW car
glad his garage is not very far
battery, tune-up, regulator complete
feels good being back in the driver’s seat
Radio fritzed spells C-O-D-E
Now time for a new R-A-D-I-O yippee!
All this but a blink
nothing but a wink
a simply sliced chi-chink
Today
Bore
\ /
to
the
Core
of pulp and water snow
where all can be
found
Find
/ \
Kind
lines
(gel ink sans ballpoint)
…
or
…
the source
of
our requited respited remorse
…
or
…
the hard headed heart
the part (of you) that
revirginates all starts
What we called my dad’s mother: Mom-Mom
Had to visit, to see, to smell and peruse the rows
Of lovely pristine lavender, proudly blooming
As busy bumble bees inject their long tongues
To extract nectar spreading pollen with their
Legs bloom to bloom, flitting ferociously
Witnessed white cabbage butterflies
Fluttering about with faint black spots
On their tips too quick for my camera
Inside a gazebo a group of guitars, banjo
Bass and singers lulled me with bluegrass
A dad of the banjo and guitar sat next to me
Asked, “How do you like the band?”
Proud dad extolled his sons’
Musical journey he facilitated for
Them to shine as his face shone
As they sang “Where is my mom?”
Tears welled in my eyes.
This epic day before Father’s Day.
Does anyone know where that guy went?
I lost track of him quite recently
Down by the crossroads
You know the ones?
Over by the border, there,
Underneath the road not taken?
Clearly the guy is a master of camouflage
He lost me so easily, though I followed him so close
Ever since he told me about his namesake—
Cornerstones of great jokes, he said to me
Kids love them too.
He’s bound to show up again sometime
Ever in the unlikeliest of places.
Really, you should keep an eye out, too
Even if just on this page
These Hills Hold
What I couldn’t say,
the wind carried anyway.
It rained in my head for months—
but now these flowers
lift their faces
toward whatever light there is.
I remember Papaw Bill
falling from the branch while fishing—
his boot and pride
floating downstream.
I cast my line over a limb,
and a fish took
the moment it touched water.
These hills
held so much
of my language.
The iron—sweet smell of wet clay
rose from the creek—
faint enough
to open me outward.